Even when you feel like a failure and when everything else seems like it’s going to shit you’ve got to keep it together and push past it because you can be as great as you want to be, you just have you set your mind to it. In a year you’ll look back at this and be like “man I was so wrong, I’m glad I just kept at it because look where I am now”
Life is hard. There is no easy button. No quick way to the end. But you keep at it because one day you’re going to find the place where you’re happiest. Where you belong totally and completely and everything just clicks. That’s what makes all the failures, all the pain, life in general, worth it. But if you never give yourself the chance to find that happiness, if you keep belittling yourself and keeping yourself down then you make getting to that day where everything comes together and feels right that much harder. No one is entirely a failure. I’m sure there’s someone in your life who you’ve helped or changed in some way that without you they’d be worse off.